The First

I'm not entirely too sure on what I plan on doing with this blog..

I find myself never knowing what I want in life. There are so many choices, and I don't know how to pick which is best. I don't think there ever has to be one specific choice, and I'm not going to try and limit myself to just one, all I want is a little more thought into my decisions. 

My plan for this blog is to take the time and think about the things I'm not sure of. Ultimately this is going to be a giant blog of "I Don't Knows". I don't know if this will help, but in my head if I take the time daily to sit down and actually think about things life will play out better? Currently I'm using the method of pushing things that confuse me away and just forgetting about them until they figure themselves out. It works, but lately I have decided that I want a lifestyle where I'm in control of what happens to me. My goal is that writing will help me figure things out, or at least make me feel a little more hands on in my own life.

I don't want this to turn into a giant repeat of middle school where I post long passionate posts about my uneventful life, but if that does happen I think I'll be alright.

I want to keep up with this and actually follow through with something for once. I think if this is done right I will have something to help me decide life choices, and if it's done poorly at least I'll have something to laugh about when I'm older. Hopefully then if I'm reading this all my uncertainties will be figured out? But maybe not.

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